Another Mother Runner Book Party and My Revelations as an Injured Runner
Right after O was born I won the book Run Like a Mother to be honest I have still only read parts, not because
it isn’t a good book but because I can’t sit long enough to actually read a
book! A few months ago when I heard the authors Dimity and Sara were heading to
Minneapolis to promote their new book I was excited. Last night was that book
party and so much fun to go with my mother runner friends (Moms Run This Town).
At first I thought it would just be a fun night out with
friends; dinner, wine and running…what more do you need?! We all left with a
great bag of run goodies including 4 pairs of socks!!
All my goodies! |
Then Kara Thom read her essay from the new book Tales from a Mother Runner and I related
a little too much! She spoke on her life as a runner and Ironman and then how
injury after injury changed her perspective. Next she mentioned her background
as a dancer and how the damage probably started years earlier and now I was
really wondering if I had written this. Part
of her essay here She spoke of being at the finish line she’d never cross
and how the perspective has changed. By the end I was sure I had written this
all! Well maybe not the part about accepting that her running life had changed
and was now focused on sharing the love of running with others/her daughters
and not on her running. I think this was tough to hear as I have thought this
over the past year. Where is my running going? Will I ever be back to where I
want to be? Or is it time to accept that I’m done with racing?
Being an injured runner is tough for many reasons, mostly
you question everything. What will the future bring? Will I be able to sustain
my identity as that runner? Can I share this with my daughter? Will I have to
turn down race entries for the unforeseeable future? Right now I continue to
focus on learning to love other aspects of fitness and surviving this setback
while being smart. I want off this rollercoaster for good!
As you can see from my addition to the Bad@ss Wall I am not
done fighting! My purple post-it on the bottom states it from everyone to see…Run
a 3:15 Marathon! And I’m told if it is on the wall it will come true!
Sorry for the strange direction this post took but I too was
shocked what te night brought. Honestly it opened my eyes even more and has me
more focused on my situation and getting through stronger. It was a fun night
full of Mother Runners with varying goals and directions but we all connected
through running and motherhood. Seriously mommy runners if you can go to this
event when it is near you!
Have you read
any of the Another Mother Runner books? Or follow the podcasts?
Happy Friday and enjoy your long 3 day weekend!
Linking up with Jill for Fitness
Friday
Sounds awesome!! And if you can dream it, you can do it... right?! :)
ReplyDelete~ Lora @ Crazy Running Girl
Agree!
DeleteI'm struggling with some of these same feelings myself. I'm sidelined due to a UC flare and it's hard to see everybody preparing for their runs and posting about them while I'm not doing much of anything. I know it'll get harder as my race-a-verseries come up. Jerusha - CitrusSwirl.com
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry :( I have coached for Team Challenge and have many runner friends with UC, it can be tough. Hang in there
DeleteI went to a AMR party in Carlsbad! They are the best!
ReplyDeleteYes they are great! Glad I went :)
DeleteYes and yes to the AMR books and podcasts. Jen I love your never give up-ness!
ReplyDeleteI need to check out the podcasts :) Thanks Jill!
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